Monday, December 27, 2010

Tomorrow

I've been thinking about Brad's appointment tomorrow morning. I'm not sure how to feel about it. On one hand, we could have no answers and start all over again from scratch. On the other hand, we could get the news we dreaded, yet have an answer.

Then I just remind myself, he is the same kid as yesterday and the day before. I love him just as much today no matter what they say. God is the same God with the same plans He's knitted for Brad before he was even formed.

So, tomorrow shouldn't be a sad day. This is just part of the roller coaster of life... I'm heading up the long slow steep hill. Click, Click, Click, Click, Click. Nervous about falling. Anticipating terrifying results. Click, Click, Click, Click. Approaching the top. Click. Click..... Click. Fall. Wait a second, that wasn't so bad! It was almost fun. In fact, I would do it all over again.

Brad, thanks for making life fun. I love you and Colby Lee to God's house and back.

1 comment:

Elaine said...

This was beautifully written! I've been praying for you guys and sweet little Brad!